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Saturday, July 19, 2008

From looking for a macromedia flash version of the Bridge Diagram (which i think don't exist), i went on to look at other stuff.

First, the historical existence of Jesus. i am definitely secure in my relationship (not religion!) with God. It's just that while i may have heard from church that Jesus really did existed, i just wanted to see what was out on the internet about Jesus' existence, 'cos i can't go to any apologetic class at church any time soon (too late at night). and cos jocelyn (a non-believing friend) doubted 'bout it. Read about both sides of the argument, but no one was able to give actual proof of Jesus' existence or non-existence, esp during the time He lived, mostly 'cos the historians at that time did not view him as a significant historical figure then. (He died the worst kind of death a criminal could suffer from. Who would have thought He was important?) Will continue reading on, but have to admit it's sometimes hard to read the opposing view of the Jesus' existence (that He did not exist) not because it weakens my faith, but cos sometimes the tone is rather egoistic.

then i went on to watch this vid from youtube.

rather humorous. i may have used some of the excuses in the past, but after this wk of evaxing, i am definitely over all of them. i won't let excuses stop me from sharing the love of God to others. CLIQUE HERE was really good. ah well..

next week will be better.:)

thinking of making a macromedia flash bridge digram,
hazel

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& 10:20 PM
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i can't believe that after an entire week of active evaxing and fasting and praying, we are still not seeing results. being so active in evaxing shows us how few ppl know about the love of God, but at the same time is also rather discouraging when they fail to respond.

but we all know that this is in His plan. the holy discontent within the group is so evident, so tangible that we really really cannot stand no one coming for ESS. to me personally, it's not next week or whenever. it's NOW. it's really now that matters. ppl have to hear, see and experience the goodness of God. it is so imperative that they do so. i will go down to sch tmr to try one last time. when i give my best, i know that God will definitely do the rest. i wanna see fruits tmr, pls. :)

everything that we do, let it be for Your sovereign cause.

insanely growing in God,
hazel

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

If we don't pray for our school, who will? -Catherine

If we want to touch people, we must first be touched by God - Sheeting

Today's core team meet was AMAZING. God was just moving, just working as we prayed for an hour. it didn't seem so long, and we just kept at it, just engaging in spiritual warfare. Prophecies and visions came, and MJ was told to claim in the promise of the mustard seed, that while we may be the smallest not, we shall grow into one of the largest groups. and yes, we will claim it! we also shared openly about the sins in our lives as catherine revealed God's unhappiness with the sins we have been harbouring in my life. as we hold each other accountable, we will definitely complete CG08 and beyond.

i KNOW we will.


hazel

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

who am I becoming? i will be who You want me to be, not by the world standards, but by Yours, i will stand...


Yours,
Hazel

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Sunday, July 06, 2008

Speaker for the dead by Orson Scott Card is just brilliant. I read Ender's Game a year ago, but Card still manages to bring Ender to life for me again. The intensity, the complexity, it just blows me away. I can't wait to buy the next book in the series, and this time round, i'll make sure i'll buy ALL the books in the series. hehe. that's just me!

it's been absolutely relaxing after MYEs, but i have spent all my money so i am kinda dead.

received shocking news on sat, that there'll be new additions to MJ CG. always though iw ould have to go look for sheep, but i guess when i am asking to grow in patience, love and tolerance, what else would God give other than new sheep? haha. it was also really great to see swee hong attend svc w/ the tpj group :)

can't wait wait to grow,
hazel

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