Wednesday, September 27, 2006
stupid blogger, have to retype every thing
anyway, got amazingly bad results, its BAD, capital letter B.
EL A2
CL A2
EM B3
AM B3
SS/EG B4
CHEM B4
BIO C5
PHY C5
L1R5: 18
bad, really bad, dunno where i can go, so i'm not going anywhere, lest i play too much or something. ic an't go out anymore, need to stay home and revise, practise and understand.. my maths made many fatal mistakes this time round, so its really very demoralising and very painful...
i really have reached the rock bottom and there no more lower i can go.
gonna trust in God, put all hope all dreams all trust in Him, gonna believe in His promises, gonna claim victory w/ Him. may i be fruitful, as cat says, w/ watermelon, strawberries, apples, oranges, grapes and may more...
i will follow His ways and let His will be done in my life. i can do nothing more, i pray that He may work a miracle in my life.. I desperately NEED one... pls deliver me...
i submit my life unto Your hands.
i am lost.
but in the end, God works for the good of those who loves Him.
so i'll trust in His plan and His ways.
it is after all the BEST.
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& 6:02 PM
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results are back and it ain't good. i collected a whole range of results. its not gd at all and i'm not going to go jc for first 3 mths..
EL A2
CL A2
EM B3
AM B3
SS/EG B4
CHEM B4
BIO C5
PHY C5
L1R5: 18
a blow to me, really. really disappointing i fear to be ostracised by my parents. made all types of fatal mistakes in math, which really killed me..
then all my sciences suddenly become unreliable..
i'm off limits for anything frm today on except cg. maybe even can't go svc
dreams of mission trips may be dashed.
but honestly, God works for the good of those who loves Him, i am gonna trust in God, gonna have faith in Him, no matter what, come wat may...
when there seems to be no way, You make it possible...
this is not a gd time, but God nv promised a bed of roses, i really am at a loss, i dunno what to do.. its really very very bad, and really at rock bottom...
all i have, all i WANT is You....
and may i be fruitful, as catherine says, watermelon, honey dew, apple, orange, grapes... haha..
my path is in His hands, for i'll follow His way and not stray frm this path, I'll go where He sends and I'll let His will be done.
Thy will, not mine.
work in me.
Labels: school
& 5:46 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
hmm, the past week has been insane, extremely so.. all the papers were not easy, and two sciences in continuous days were not good.. however, all has passed and there is only 3 left.. 2 maths P2 and and physics full paper...
ytd church anniversary was insane.. hahah, it was also extremely cool..
has videos of 15 different ppl frm different lives.. and a cute cool dance performance.. the hunderd ppl choir was breath taking and the songs were cool.. the sermon was great, but really too fast.. haha.. and i really am amazed at brother James chinese translation.. it was midnd blowing.. i wouldn't have been able to do it.. Thank God for him..
generation to generation... yes, its impt...
then we had celebration for cat.. haha.. loved the cake manz... then went to tm... saw part of the unit there.. we arrived at the same time as jasmine... haha..
ate dinner at open plaza, and lots of lame jokes went ard.. it was cool.. hha.. and they kept bullying apinun.. poor guy...
went home feeling really satisfied.. and just slpt. crazy...
pray that the next week shall bemore relaxing w/ the prelims over....
blessed. & 11:33 AM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace." (Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)
& 11:13 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
woohoo, i spent my day in typical holiday fashion! slacking and not studying, YAY! this is the life manx unlike the past few days. BUT, i got physics paper to complete and physics to study. so no sleep for me tonight. and i did my second assignment for the writing class. WOOHOO! that was the coolest thing. i have an article to write then can send it off le. wish me luck!!
i wan a laptop of my own, sleek and all. imagine how convinient it would be to write. at the end of the year, i'll get one.
i am gonna score for prelims, dun wanna go back for remedials. let me be focused and study well, let me make the mark. allow me to glorify You, use me. i wanna make the mark. not cos i think You won't be full of grace, but cos i wan to be better for You. You must aid me.
I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound and stab us ... we need the books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a suicide.love this quote, saw in somewhere on the net. Yes, sometimes, it is necessary.
dunno what is gonna happen next, but i know it's all in Your hands.
i submit unto You. Thy will, not mine & 8:15 PM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
woohoo, today woke up extremely early. 8am, then went out to study. spent whole day at coffee bean, gd place to study. airport has many places study, just have to find a good place..
frustrated, i dislike ppl who speak in an accusing tone.
tmr is gonna be a better day.
yay, tmr metamorphosis, hope they can go, all of the newbies.
jia you!!! God is gonna be there for all of us.
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& 10:16 PM
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Monday, September 04, 2006
i'll nv say i have nothing to write le.
cos i have something to write. nad news. i
just lost $110. urgh!
honestly, i'm resigned to it. accepted it and sort of move on..
why din i buy another book?
why din i buy that shirt?
why din i top up my ez-link card?
why din i buy that bag?
why din i pay tithe and breakthrough?
urgh... had i invested more, i would have had more safe money...
luckily for me, i din make some investments. 2 books, that i bought. 50 dollars that i volunteered to give. a pair of shoes, a meal at pastamania. it's not all that bad.
after telling cat and grace that i lost my money, their replies:
"just imagine the person who took it away has cancer or something" - grace. lols
"see it as blessing someone" - cat.
very different responses, but it gives the same message.
let it go.i'm disappointed, but at least i got my wallet back. thank God for that.
it's a hard lesson, but i guess one i have to be reminded of.
honestly, it's God's plan, so no complaints.
after all, God works for the good of those who loves Him.
thanks Dad. i will trust in You/
& 7:08 PM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
i wan to cough up blood le. AHH. bland posts, bland life, bland writing.
KILL ME NOW.
jokingcome on, where's the true feelings, where's the emotions?
come ON.
inspire.
INSPIRE. CAPTIVATE.
coughing blood.
*dead*
& 11:47 PM
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a LONG time since i've blogged, a very long time indeed.
the minor prelim exams are over.. paper 1 and practicals... now, all that is left are the major papers.. going to be insane, studying and all...
i can't write, which is really bad.. i can't write and express, its really bad... so dead...
lots have happened w/in a short time, let's start with the most recent stuff.
dennis and sharlene's bday was celebrated today.. whole east and all.. at istana park, did lots of funny stuff lorx.
had svc b4 that. full lights on, new songs, it made me jittery and felt really weird. filming for anniversary..the sermon was good.. encourage. and the news of combined svc and all.. plus HISTORY MAKER church anniversary at expo hall 3... cool stuff are happening...
ytd went to airport to study.. really fruitful day i had... studied whole of sec 4 ss.. yay!!
on thurs had teacher's day celebration.. mr soon 'wears' a skirt... lol... depassion and 4DL dances were good.. our singing was weird... LOL..
i can't think of anything to say. bad.
writers' block. bleh.
be real, authentic, open, transparent... i face an obstacle..
I WANNA GROW CLOSER TO YOU.
& 11:19 PM
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