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Sunday, February 25, 2007

he:

1. is eighteen
2. goes clubbing and drinks
3. meddles w/ shisha
4. loves skating
5. has great personality

not like they are reasons to not pursue it, cos i do like guys older than me, i have a wild side & though i dun like anything that resembles smoking, i like passionate ppl.

one reason not to pursue is the KOG. simple. easy. it's no crime nor is it unbiblical to have a crush. its just hard to dance w/ one, cos i know that i am giving out mixed signals..

hoping that it will die down soon...

sw.



& 5:00 PM
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ANAGRAMS:

1. sea within
2. my card fool
3. anal cram ink
4. hurl to heard jason expel
5. he roll tux / hell or tux
6. tank clerk
7. metal rocken jerk
8. sabina cruel homme
9. suave serpens

can u guess who these ppl are? they are all names... so fun! haha


had a great east reunion dinner today at hong kong tea hse. though all of my cg members couldn't make it except for hanyun (made me vry sad), i had fun catching up w/ the gals in east B, talking to them bout schwork and results...

sch posting gonna be out soon, and a lvls results even sooner.. praying for all the a lvl ppl, and gonna be sad when they leave for tertiary grp, or change to whichever svc... will prob be there on friday at mj to support hanyun... love her!! gonna miss her, my dear shepherd, when she change svc...


easter and water bap up coming, really can't wait for it to come!!!!!!

hyped up,
sw.

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

went to queue for doughnuts today.. crazy queue, waited for 2 hrs to get 18 doughnuts.. lol.. thne walked ard raffles city shopping centre.. wanted to buy: bobbi brown, bag, pumps, slippers, books.. ended up buying slippers.. met grace then met manda.. went w/ manda to bugis.. shopped ard, bought some tops..

ate fish and co. w/ the st john gals, caught up w/ wat's happening in their lives.. then rushed for dance class.. was late for half an hr but still caught up w/ lesson...

wonder wat's east reunion dinner gonna be like. ;D

sw.

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Friday, February 23, 2007

been doing absolutely nth today.. slack ard, doing nth constructive, and the quote on idle hands come to mind...

it had not been a good day, too much past catching up, and i thought i was over this.. urgh, it takes time and its gradual.. i am just not used to it..

dunno wat to do w/ the remaining days left..

let me do smth for the KOG, let me pursue one thing. wanna have a heart convicted and committed. its past time to get up and do smth.

no more idle hands,
sw

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

went ard the whole day.. visiting, sadly, few cousins ard my age arrived and left at differen timings, so din get much chance to talk to them.. did talk with my aunt though, seems nice, and she's going to sweden soon. my dad offered to let me go w/ her.. dunno whether to go or not.. will miss lots of stuff if i do go..

change is coming, from working to studying, i can feel it...

i realised that only God can be everywhere w/ me, i need not seek the presence of ppl when i feel lonely, cos God is w/ me and He comforts me w/ His presence..

life is getting nowhere, and the secret of life is pursuing one thing. i wan to make my ONE thing His kingdom. need to internalise and personalise it..

seek first God's kingdom,
sw

p.s. water bap is drawing closer!! :D

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

haha, got o's results today.. i got 11.. not bad la, 6 As, 2 Bs.. haha..i am happy bout it,cos i told Him, and trusted Him to lead me.. :D ... just dunno where to go only.. too many doors are opened. must ask God to close some....

RESULTS:

EL 2
CL 2
EMATHS 2
AMATHS 2
SS,EG 1(totally can't believe it!!)
CHEM 2
PHY 3
BIO 4

yep, dunno where to gom], so depending on God's plan and wisdom...

tmr last ess, bugging my bro to go.. :D
hopefully he'll go..

contented and at peace,
shiwei (soon to be hazel)

p.s. water bap is coming!!! :DDD

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

work work work work work... haix, i wanna stop, but then again i don't. i know that my time can be spent in areas that can benefit the KOG more, but the thing is, i dunno if i will do so if i am freed. so tired after work, there's not much time to do wat i like.

write, dance, listen to music...

o's results are gonna be out soon. like chialing said, we always worry so much that we forget that God already planned the best for us...

i wanna follow Your way, wanna stop breaking Your heart..
i'm sorry.

& 12:10 AM
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