Monday, July 31, 2006
today i've been sick. now still running with fever. this is so not good...
tmr got many tests.. so dead la..
ps concert coming.. i wish there was no sch or x-country.. its so sian...
ahh well.. today met up w/ eileen.. haha, she so cute la...
guided.
& 7:51 PM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
hmm.. ytd was good.. haha, eileen was funny, but i'm glad she understood and made her decision.. really glad for swee hong, to have brought someone to know Christ.. amazing...
this ess is a bit, well, off.. not like the usual i have been to.. but, it is rather effective. hahah.. ytd attendance was amazing.. when i see the ppl, it was really all the way up.. wow, i can't wait till the end of the year.. it's going to be amazing, very amazing, once this ball started rolling, its not going to stop...
life is going smoothly and i guess it's time to study. cl o'lvl results coming out soon. i'm gonna get an A1 by faith.
indeed,
we are
more than conquerors & 5:05 PM
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
i got the ten i need, i await to see You fulfill the other half of my wish. i have faith in You, i believe in You
& 12:56 AM
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
At First Sight by Nicholas Sparks is out. bought it, read it. it made me fall in love with ficton all over again... another book i wan to buy is Kushiel's Scion.. too bad its only hardback only.. need to wait
tmr is lake house opening.. i am definitely going to watch.. yay...
ahh well, tmr i will need to talk to sec 1s.. heh...
my last cg in EB1, i'll miss all of them.
blessed.
& 10:18 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
wen jie said to his mom, "if i do have a gf, i'll bring her home to you."
it hit my heart, yes indeed, i wan my parents to accept who i wanna be w/ in the future.
i'll bring Him first, then
him...
whoever
him is...
today watched phantom of the opera at wj's hse.. very nice show lorx, vry beautiful, and i loved the songs. the whole thing is a controversy and a mystery.
made grace a bday card today, vry big, and nice, ahh well... yep, its really vry cool la, abstract as amanda says..
hmm, these days been busy and all, o'lvl cl releasing soon. hope to get A1, by His grace i think.. haha..
LoL, prelim EL oral got A1, barely.
ooh, today spent time w/ sec one's.. oh manx, harvest time is like ending.. have to cross over to EA vry vry soon, i'll miss all the sheepies la.. haix, must take at least one last chance to pray for them and to talk to them, affirm them. aww, all the cute lil' sec 1s and 2s.. will definitely miss them all...
going onto another stage of life, the burden is heavier and definitely not easy to carry, but as He said, yes yes, i will rest in Him..
what every will come, will come, life's not a bed of roses.
like egeog test, bleh.
& 9:59 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
just as cat said :"i wanna date you. T_T i just want to be close to you again. give me that chance"
Yes, Lord, let me date You again.
& 10:33 PM
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time is passing so fast.
rush rush, hurry hurry..
oh man, the time for harvest is ending soon.
the time for exams is near.
had a motivational talk today,
felt that all pts could be used, applied to my spiritual life.
yep, it can.
the time has come,
for the greatest gift.
& 10:06 PM
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time is passing so fast.
rush rush, hurry hurry..
oh man, the time for harvest is ending soon.
the time for exams is near.
had a motivational talk today,
felt that all pts could be used, applied to my spiritual life.
yep, it can.
the time has come,
for the greatest gift.
& 10:06 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
so long nv blog le. haha
let's see, ytd got amazing race, quite fun la, though we slacked alot. me, cat, kenny, zhe rui and pattra... tapioca village is kampong ubi... lol.. we wasted like half an hr trying to figure that out.
then went to watch movie. pirates of carribean 2, quite fun la, though ending is calling for more.. yep, and the way william was so frustrated at the end was telling for subtext.. hah its really fun la... then we went to eat thai express.. cat and manda tried to find grace's present but to no avail...
sat woke up early.. but slp again till quite late.. then went to find cat to look for present.. bought joy's present.. but grace's present was nowhere in sight... went to eat subway and went for svc.
met miu frm bedoktown ss.. she's so cute la.. hah.. yep, took care of her during svc.. svc was good, though rather confusing for her... din expect a film... tot was play... songs were good..i love Greatest Gift.. yep.. then got one gal frm cchms cvrted, chrystal.. yay! really thank God for her.. DHS also got someone.. really amazing...
then celebrated joy's bday, the cake was really cool... it was a vry good 'party'.. haha.. saw tino and nick.. said hello.. then had to leave to find grace's present.. thanks to chessia who helped us.. walked ard and then went to find grace... went to indinine... food was great and we had a great time..
woohoo, nxt wk we're gonna share during the week.. may He move..
blessed greatly & 11:22 PM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
urgh, i just wasted like 1 hr plus of my life. it just got cut off. haix, i also dunno what to say la. really very frustrated now... its a bad end to a relatively good day.. URGH!
tmr got amazing race, have to run all ard, definitely not my style, feeling so sick of sch, i don't like it at all, damn, i'm in a vry bad mood now. this is so not good. NO NO. anyway, i really need to bring ppl on sat. haix, heavy heart, i feel like crying.
22th JULY. where are the people???
i want to commit, i really wan to... how? how???
i wished i never knew, so that i wouldn't have to fight and face it on a daily basis.
its so hard. it has been my form of relaxation for so long that its so damn hard to give it up.
HOW?????
it's hard, i dunno what to do.
don't wanna be a burden. watever, i know i can talk to Him.
i asked Him to make me despise it, but i can only be attracted to it.
urgh. change me from the inside out.
stop hurting me, i know u don't mean it, but......
ahh, nvm, no one is perfect.
maybe i'll get my download tmr. :D
it's gonna be a better day tmr. as for today,
LET ME PRAY.
tired by the struugles in my life & 11:15 PM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
just finished watching project runway.
pretty, loved the dresses. yep, daniel was really good. chloe's was a close second.
hmm, all good looking guys are... yeah. daniel and nick is. not saying that nick is good looking in my sight, but daniel, yeah. and he is an amazing designer. haha, heard abt what they talked abt, woohoo, like its nth. and tim and andrae. funny. LOL
anyway, today was actually slacking alot. buden met aloysius and he was so on abt getting ppl that i caught the bug and went ard for a while too. went to tamp, saw EC gals and louis and wilfred. oh manx, really the season of harvest.
many stuff i wan to purse, but now is totally not the time.. ahh well.
tmr got physics test and i nv study. how to survive? dead.
tmr morn got meeting, need to wake up early. ahh, have faith that i can. =)
blessed
& 11:41 PM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
found lots of stuff to purse, but can't, so totally no time now. a whole list of books, manga to look out for. but only after o's.
hmm, anyway, today was prelim EL oral. not sure if i'm dead, haix, i dunno, probably score better for the other 2 papers. yep.
c'mon, closets are near.
PPL, come on in!
hehe.
& 10:37 PM
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Monday, July 17, 2006
today is the last day of CL o'lvl. i hope it's the last time i am gonna take it. my first and last time. NO MORE.
anyway, today b4 listening went to find tino. ahh, thanks for ur lovely present. i really like it alot. and his charms were amazing, i really see how the gift of evanglism works. its like so easy for him to get ppl, really a gift frm God. i was awed by how he spoke to thema nd charmed them. thanks so much, bro, ur great. see ya on sat, finally! haha.
then haaaad listening, wasted like 30 mins of my life, so early go in sit down, almost slpt. haha. luckily i had turtle. soo cute! kep me awake. it was okay la. should be able to get full marks. hehe. by faith.
then waled ard sch w/ chessia, fun! till ard 5, then went home.
seventeen mag is not out.. ahh well..
went home and read, then found gravitation.. hmm, have to wait till after o'lvls before can fully delve into it la.. smallvile, HP, gundam wing and now gravi... well, deeper & deeper..
guide me and gif me strength.
so come home running,His arms are open wide.His name is Jesus,He understands.He is the answer,you've been looking for.So come home running,just as you are.well.
beyond everything, i see Him.- i'm not a poet, you turned me into one...shonen-ai manga. hmm.blessed.Labels: school
& 9:53 PM
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
allow me, use me and move in me, i wanna give my all for this last round before i transfer. i dunno how to do it, make it come true. who can i ask? this is really the last time, we can't say nvm, we can't say there is a nxt time, cos, there may not be. You understand, don't You? this can be my one and only chance, You must aid me. i can't do this on my own.
i will not falter, cos i have You.
this is hard, this is so worrying and i don't know if i can see it come to pass. there is NO time left. where is it, where is the burning passion to impact and outreach, the urgency to spread so that many may know? it's not a bed of roses, but nothing worthy ever is. ahh, He is waiting, don't make Him wait any longer, this is nv enuff, it's so NOT a number game, as i see lives flash pass me, as i see how He din give up on me, i don't want to give up too.
let's my wish come true.
& 9:53 PM
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think i cry alot in svc these days, haha, i think everything that was said really touched me.
honestly, there is only 2 wks left, not much time. if i don't give my all, i'll regret it, at this last short burst of spd for EB1, i wanna go all out. it's the last time b4 the transfer, i wanna leave a legacy.
today, breakthru PM was good, and so was the prophecy. i will believe in a second generation.
svc, abt rejection, abt chairs, abt the whole of nexus filled up. amazing, i wanna see that. yes, it will come to pass. i will not stop reaching out. rejections cannot discourage me, it can only make me more determined for the next one. i will trust and be filled w/ faith.
i, will be able to go thru this w/ You. allow me, somehow, to attain the goal i have set. allow me.
shout Your fame...
persevering.
sw
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& 9:28 PM
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Friday, July 14, 2006
today was okay. haix, until after sch dat is. then got 6 schs come to talk to use, chose 3.
first was temasek poly, er, talk the stuff rather irrelevant. vry sian, and LT1 aircon spoilt, so vry hot lorx..
then was meridian JC, many went to listen NYJC, but meridian is not bad la, we even released early.
then had to choose btw VJC and TJC, so we went for VJC one. it was vry nice lorx, haix, really good place to be passionate, and can get all ppl to join yhope, vry cool. but L1R5, partial-5. scary, vry scary. how to score? haix, need much hard work, faitha nd prayer. i wanna go VJC, unless its TJC He wants me to go, cos both sides lyk no ppl left... haix. need to have 100% faith and 100% hard work.
went w/ amanda to buy capris. nice leh. me likey, so i bought one, haha, need to pay her vry soon lorx. yep.
all in all, it was an okay day.
blessed,
thanks for assurance.Labels: school
& 10:17 PM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
i'm sorry, above all, i am really sorry. nothing should ever make you feel like i hurt and betrayed you. i'm sorry for breaking ur trust, ur faith in me. i do hope you'll forgive me, i do wanna be there for you.
life's tough. but isn't dat the way life is? He certainly din say it would be a bed of roses. ahh well. its so late at night, and i still have not studied for chem test tmr. so dead, so dead. haha.
i dislike fights, if only all can compromise, but dat's not the way life is right? its black or white, no grey at all. there is no way to win-win. if only, if only.
thank you, i just wan u to be happy, i don't have to matter to all of you.
enuff w/ the self pity.
i'm truly comforted by Him.
& 10:17 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
celebrated anyu's bday today. was fun. interesting la. haha. ice cream cake. yummy
let's see, today i went to dental w/ grace and cheese. hmm, met bing liang at mrt station. haha, i was really suprised, din expect to see him la. lol.
then went for dental, had to wait lorx. then jimmy said had to wait till EOY b4 can take out brace. aww.
took mrt to bedok, slpt at KFC for like 1 hr. lol. then wen for tuition. hah. tuition was fun today. =)
think maybe going prom w/ grace, accompany her. see how la.
hah
blessed.
yhope-closets.blogspot.com, go see. its free.
& 10:39 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
yay, i met some new kiddies, ahem, juniors. all vry cute one la. haha.
anyway, CL o's are gonna end vry soon la.
i need an A1, guide me kay?
hmm, got many stuff to do, many tests? hahah.
JIA YOU, for both studies and breakthru.
tata.
blessed.
& 9:10 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
another spectacular time spent w/ all of them.
thanks guys & gals, each and every one of you who brighten and light up my birthday. all your wishes and gifts, i do so treasure.
cat, manda, wenjie,grace, anyu, 6 stuffed toys, a pretty wallet and cake. i love it
anyu & jas, i love the crystal ball thingy. vry cute.
ruilin, cute bible. haha. i'll need a magnifying glas.
ying hui, i loved the card and sewing kit.
mickey and grace, i loved the stars and the key chain. thanks!
louis,
dawn, fiona, me love the BIG lollipops.
diane, the book is so nice. thanks.
did i forget anyone? hope not. thanks to all of u who made me smile.
soccer was fun, stayin over at cat's hse was fun. ahh, really enjoyed the time.
ahh well, i wan bday present frm Him, gimme 10 new frens, 1/5 or more cnvrts.
gah gah, gimme patience and above all, LOVE
outreach, let me be Your channel for love. & 8:56 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
happy spiritual bday to me. yay
haha, my first spiritual bday. i think i'll nv regret having my s.bday so close to my bday, which is btw, tmr. yep. so cool la.
tonight gonna watch soccer w/ the gals. haha. gonna rave abt soccer. it's raining. thank You, i love the rain.
i wanna grow more, depend more on Him.
i wanna OUTREACH daily and get His heartbeat.
may i be ever so close to Him.
lovingly,
sw
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& 3:55 PM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
insane, today was, well not insane. it was impactful.
prayer meeting in the morning. it was good, but nexus was half filled. not many came. think passion-style is coming back. we need it. NXT SAT 11AM, come for BREAKTHROUGH prayer meeting at nexus.
then had lunch.
went for svc. its was damn impactful. i pity anyone who din came, the slap on the knees, kick in the butt, was really timely. anyone who did not attend svc today, u really missed out something.
a word from heaven can change my eternity. so can an action from God thru pastor jeff. amazingly spontaneous.. those who din make it today, ask ur shpd or UL or someone in awe of today's events. listen to it, it'll change u.
i dunno what to say, i cried. when he said it the second time, i knew he was for real. i knew, that he was considering it. first svc din have the experience, second svc did.
in case if anyone was wondering, there IS a full sermon planned. there IS. i checked it out and today's events was definitely NOT planned. it was spontaneous.
pastor jeff must have saw something, felt something, that caused it.
indeed, the one and only point he made was enough. it was the main point. there is nothing else more impt. amazing, extremely amazing. those who went today, SHARE it. don't be skeptical about what he has done. he did exactly what he said, for what he wanted to. amazingly pretty, i will NEVER forget today. WOW
may i never be the same.ps. the lake house is nice, thanks shern & 8:59 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
this is painful, and so tiring.
it is long and hard.
it's tough to forget, tough to ignore.
its always there to tempt
always within my grasp.
its too easy, too weak.
i, need determination.
its an addiction
& 8:21 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
life is insane.
o'lvl cl oral has just paased and all i can do now is to wait for the listening then results. well, i think i can do it. by faith, A1 is w/in my grasp.
no contacts, i am absolutely freaking out. absolutely. URGH!!!!! where are my little kiddy juniors? i really wanna make frens. bleh, tmr b4 meeting, i am gonna grab that chance, dun wanna let it pass right before me...
physics has been really bad. i mean REALLY. i don't understand. thank God for tuition.
let me walk on the paths of righteousness, don't let me stray... & 7:34 PM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
i've been missing ppl.
sometimes, i hate being insensitive. i hate to think, someone will come and solve it, and be afraid that no one will. i am always liddat, i am always so forgetful, quick to forget anyone not in my line of sight. i miss, i really miss you. i din see u on sat, i haven heard from you so long. i am sorry if my silence and curtness hurt you. i am sorry. i am sorry i can't be a constant in your life. i am sorry for everything. i hurt you, din i? i'm so sorry.
my lil' bro (tino), i miss ya.*hugs* & 9:35 PM
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been missing from online stuff for abt a wk. dat's a vry long time for me. haven been blogging regularly and life is just insane. haix. o'lvl orals are coming. i'm like so dead la. lol.
need to be focused on what i wanna do for the KOG. no distractions, nth. wanna immersed myself in the WOG.
life is really pretty, dat was random. i really enjoy the in depth study of the WOG. haha. its fun.
o'lvls are drawing nearer each day. i feel like smth is abt to change. life is nv gonna be the same. can't wait to go on a mission trip at the end of the year. amzing. ahh, i can't wait!
life is gonna change.
blessed by Him, thru Him.
& 9:18 PM
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