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Saturday, April 21, 2007

been a while since i broke away from the extreme pain (schwork) and extreme pleasure (slacking) cycle. feels like i have been on autopilot of some degree of everyday. every day, i am plagued by insufficient sleep and a lack of time to complete assg. i am enjoying myself, once i stop obsessing over my subjects. i have to take a step back and realise the fun i am having.

responsibilities piling up. it is the one area of my life that i am concerned with the most.
CG vicechair, most prob EXCO in CP, CLa, RC fund collector, archiving in charge. in addition, i have 3 tuitions, a fourth one coming up, 2 language courses, which i would like to continue to the end.

my body is tired, and i feel sleepy most of the time. it isn't good for my body. haix.

enjoying KI alot, although i spend lots of time antagonising how to answer their questions and all the info that has to be read up. ECONS is great, i love to see how subtle many theories can work in our lives. LIT is super cool, and i love all the satirical, sarcastic speech. it's so fun to be caught up in language and yay! i got into the cambridge program of literature. :D MATHS is getting more interesting as it leaves graphs, which makes me very happy. PW, my draft 1 has finally passed. yay!!

getting new phone soon. din expect to do so but really wanna thank God for it. :D

wanna draw closer, wanna close the gap. wanna be right beside You. wanna be with You.
hazel.

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& 12:15 AM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007

Why? byNicole Nordeman. wow. i couldn't stop crying. beautiful lyrics, beautiful pics. beautiful love. this season of easter is so empowering.

it;s possible. just do it.

hazel

& 1:44 AM
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Friday, April 06, 2007

just completed watching both Death Note movies. i call the ending of the second movie, One Twist TooMany. it just killed the entire build up of both movies. it failed its final purpose. when we are brought to a certain line of thought. complete it, don't twist it and destroy all the hard work in the front. conclude it, don't turn against it. planning to buy manga and anime. heard that the ending is concluded, not destroyed.

commit to marcom, studies, civis grp, college pubs. now CG? if He has chosen, i will choose Him. He does know me. :D

"will u stand by my side and witness my binding to another?
it would be an honor and a privilege to stand by you and yours."

- pledges,by Amireal

i like the rhythm of the words. cool:D

astronomy, UN-ASEAN. research, urgh.

hazel

& 10:10 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

to love: literature, history, KI, econs ( i guess)
to struggle: math(somewhat), chinese

PW is in the middle.

KI: crazy crazy thought provoking ideas and concepts. love :D
Lit: imagery from words. beautiful :DD
Hist: fun teacher, interesting subject. Yay :)
Econs: cool subject, great tuition teacher. :DDDD
Math: good subject, not so gd t'cher. :(
Chinese: okay subject, unrelevant to exam. :(
PW: fun. :/

love my cca, enjoy the great seniors. yay!
college publications (CP) rocks.

a good wk at sch so far:)


hazel. 07A201

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& 10:25 PM
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