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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i totally can't believe it. PW is OVER!! final oral presentation was today. AWESOME. TOTALLY AWESOME. (no matter what 'trival' thing we did) gosh i LOVE my PW group. i am going to miss doing PW with them. shane, kat and clare were and still are AMAZING!!!! :)))

from the very beginning of choosing shane's PI, started meeting to do GPP ( we are so great!), then doing WR and polishing it till it shine. finally doing the OP together. the slides were just gorgeous!!!! so was the entire presentation. gonna miss bugis national library, kat's hse, clare's hse and all the other places we did PW tgt. thank God for all my PW members. we rarely quarrelled, though we DID have some high tension moments. but its was great doing ART with them.

the entire project wouldn't have been possible w/o them. shane, for drawing all the cool stuff, add spice to project, doing the slides and your yrs of knowledge in art. kat, for ALWAYS never failing to organise our schedule, always initiating the meeting time and collating WR. clare, for the best CALENDAR ever, and for all the jokes and laughter, as well as polishign of the two lovely showcasings!! ms wong, for guiding and leading us, spamming us w/ emails, so that we may score our A!

gonna miss doing PW. i wanna do it all over again!! with this great grp of ppl who made our project the most memorable one:DDDDD

just AMAZING!!! muacks! i love my PW grp!

hazel (superhero LOL)

p.s heroes 2 episode 6- did they really just end that way?

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

exchange laptop w/ my mom. but the thing is, what to do w/ it? haha. feels weird. i should get started on the reg form thing.

OP is coming soon, and i think we're doing a great job. :)

hazel

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

tmr is chinese a's. hope to get an A!!!

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tmr is chinese a's. hope to get an A!!!

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

Heroes, the tv series, is so much more than just superpowers. new orleans, hit by hurricane, we see how the people are living and reconstructing. the use of english, japanese, spanish and french is so cool, multicultural and across time. its not about a hero w/ all the powers, it is about how each and every person can be a hero, with or without powers, and how everyone is vulnerable, even those with powers. its about life. cool. i can see why its so popular. love the pop art paintings, very cool. :D

HEROES! <3


hazel

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

din get in for ogl. bleh. am i sad? NOPE. but definitely disappointed. ah well.

life is not simple these days. not focused, not to the point.

i know that can be more than this, BUT:

question of the day: for WHICH cause?

hazel.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that when your eyes close I fall asleep."
-Sonnet 17 by Pablo Neruda

COOL!!

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Monday, October 22, 2007

for me, the feeling i get after reading a completed story is not one of satisfaction. in fact, it is more dissatisfaction than satisfaction.

reading...

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Friday, October 19, 2007

pw WR is finally going to end and gonna start on the final oral presentation. finally after one year. YAY! thanks to all my group mates, they have been totally supportive and fun and cool! kat, shane and clare, they are so great to work with!!!

today have been asked to consider dropping KI. bleh. cos i got 2 h2 only marginal pass. haix. ian has dropped it already, so i dunno lor. if i take GP, need to work hard but definitely CAN catch up, cos dun have to worry bout IS or anything. if i take KI, it'll be another great year of inquiry and studying various philosophers. so now how? i also dunno. i wan to continue taking KI, i was adaman on taking in the morning, but after a day, i understand where dr alfi is coming frm, that KI shouldn't harm my other grades. i dunno, tmr she is going to be meeting my parents. if i do drop, the thing i'll miss most is studying w/ other KI students and learning under dr alfi and ms goh. :( He knows what i want and what i need. i will leave it in His hands.

raymond lam is going to be another actor that will go down in my memory as a great actor as well as a person. i like him just as i like michael rosenbaum and alan rickman. haha. it's really rare but i do admire his person as well as acting :D

anyway, heroes 2 episode 4 is a bit draggy... ah well. :D its still good. :D

hazel.

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

its been so long since i have used a non-christian skin. it doesn't mean that God is not first in my life, He still is. wanna have a change, and there aren't much blogskins for my 2 other fav actors, alan rickman and michael rosenbaum. the current skin is simple, and lots of cute pics of raymond lam :D so i like. haha. plus chionging hongkong shows now that the promos are over. really enjoy how raymond acts in all of the shows he is in. :D

just like raymond lam now, think he'll be another actor that i will really enjoy watching, along w/ rickman and rosenbaum :D

can't wait to watch heroes 2 episode 4!!!

hazel. :D

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Monday, October 15, 2007

just read some depressing sombre blogs. they make my heart feel heavy.

my alternative is ALWAYS to read ps shirls blog or dennis blog. :D they make me feel happier i guess. :D

sw.

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sometimes, it just pops into my head. i wish it doesn't but it does. so i currently replacing one addiction with another habit. i hope it will work. it better.

project work is piling up, and chinese a's are coming soon. CCA just completed a major task. :) i am still always late. i think i am running away from life? commitment? promos are over and i just wanna play. this hols is piled with growth - studies, spiritual and all the other stuff. no playing, at least not according to my definition of playing.

drowning myself in youtube videos, hong kong shows, dances. visual stimulation will distract and destress me. why am i feeling stressed? ah well.

thank You, for reminding me that You are with me. :)

hazel

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

just finished watching a show, Face to Fate. i totally love the couple, liu fenyu (Derek Kwok) and shen jianghong (Nancy Wu). they are so cool! it started in episode 16, then 17, 21,25-27, 34-36. there is one major scene btw 17 -21 but i dunno which episode is it in.

its a good show and i loved the chemistry between the. it was good. lai yao-er (Raymond Lam) was also really brilliant and his relationship with yen yelai (Selena Li) has a different texture, different depth. i liked how this is a long courtship compared to liu fenyu and shen jianghong's passionate and instantaneous one. but the producers still managed to bring out how they fell in love well, so it was really good to watch.

li buyi (Frankie Lam) and ye mengse's (Tavia Yeung) relationship was rather nonexistent and it was weird when buyi confessed, cos there didn't seem to be much leading up to it. but it was a rather simple relationship, not so complicated. this is a really good show with simple plot. really liked it lots :D

west: you can sky dive without a parachute!
claire: you could sky dive without a plane. *chuckles*

COOL! totally love HEROES.

hazel.

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Saturday, October 06, 2007

had open house today and it was totally cool. i love my CCA's theme. college PUBS. haha. the WRITE mix. ain't that cool? we were giving out free drinks and people asked us what was the link. HAHA. the inter house mass dance competition was not bad, and i really loved callisto one, so cute! and its easy cos only have to follow the lyrics. liked miranda's one, but just a little too repetitive. atlas and phobos having the same 2 songs was weird. trition's one was difficult and well, they, of course, got the champion and won the overall championship. when has triton not done so? i dunno. anyway callisto got THIRD!! yay! weird that in orientation 2 '07, atlas was catching up but they got last for overall, haix.

thinking bout in orientation 2 we were singing school song as a whole j1 and today we sang yet again. j1 life is ending soon and j2 is beginning. haix, gonna miss being able to slack ard and not having to worry about a's. i am never going to get this experience again. NEVER. j1 life is different from j2 or sec sch. it's interesting, being known as hazel and the other stuff. i wished i had lived my j1 life a little fuller, maybe gone out with the class more. But i will treasure the rest of the j1 time left, then shall chiong with them in j2. jc is intense, but rewarding. it is definitely a unique experience and uni will be very different. ah well. i am SO gonna miss j1 life.

melancholic
hazel

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