Sunday, November 25, 2007
might have noticed that my blog is full of random quotes these days? obviously non-KI ones, which is a bad thing. i have been stuck at home and have been reading obsessively. night becomes day, day becomes night. i haven stepped out of the house in days. my holiday is just passing me by. just been reading, and just letting words surround me.
my days are filled with tuition, tuition homework, reading, tuition, reading.. you get the idea. usually i wouldn't have done anything about next year until the very end of the hols but now i have covered both math and econs hwk for the hols and starting on lit. this is just crazy.
camp is coming soon, and finally can get outta the hse. can't wait for camp! X29! another four days just being completely SOAKED in God's presence.
hazel.
& 6:59 AM
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
"Trowa?"
//Yes?//
"We're on our way."
// ...Good.// I love working with these guys. It's like living in a crossword puzzle. What's a four letter word for 'Wow, he's alive, that's wonderful, Duo'?
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"You're back!" Quatre bounces towards us like a happy puppy, as if he hadn't had his gun trained on the door when we opened it, ready to blow any intruder away with clinical efficiency. Sometimes, I think we're not normal teenagers.
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
remember a few months ago when aradhna said smth bout my EL? ii found an entry from when i was starting sec 3..
"haiy.... the *boy's name* thing dulled liaox.. but not *another boy's name*... i dunno wat to think lorx.. at first he msg mi.. then i was like... ok lorx... maybe he wan to noe all the ppl in the cls.. then he offered to help mi find ans to math qn and accompany mi to find slipper... wah.. i realli dunno wat to think lorx.. at first i was thinkin.. maybe he wan to noe every one better... then later when he msg i was like maybe he wanna be good frenz... like ** and ***... then later he offer to help in maths and the slippers thing.. then i was omg... wat the hell lorx... i dunno wat to think liaox.. but wat eva it muz b 4 to 5 mths of fren ship first.. so if anything across franship fails.. still can fall back on frenship lor... haiy.. i dunno larx... wat to think.. i mean its like he's not realli good looking... blockhead a little.... then talk too little.. not much humorous that comes naturally.. not charming enuff u can say.. not into sports.. and not confident... but he oso has a quiet assurance.... and he's quiet and studious.... but i dun like his low confidence.. mi dun like... haiy.. the *another boy's name* is confident.. i then he's osos naturalli humourous... so like it'll be fun lorx... but den anything wif *another boy's name* looks temporary... while wif *boy's name* it could last longer.. and i oso dunno if this is a dare anot.. haiy... dunno larx... haiy.. dunno lehx.... wateva larx... juz frenz first.. frens first....."
P.S there are only 2 boys, boy and another boy.
see how horrendous my EL was. i can't even read it. this is crazy. haha. and how ABSOLUTELY CHILDISH i was should not be ignored. crazy ol' me.. :D
childish days, childish thoughts.
hazel.
& 11:54 PM
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"Next time, I'm getting a handicap. It's totally unfair that you're not only quite a bit better than me at chess, but completely
distracting to play with."
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"Because I've always known that when you fell, you were going to fall hard."
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"It's you. It's always been you."
SWEET.
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
cat, grace and manda have gone to hong kong today morn. i totally forgot!!! i really really miss them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hazel
& 1:09 PM
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Harry Potter fanfic
"Does he remind you a bit of Ernie?" Zacharias asked Susan in a low voice.
"It's not paranoia when the Dark Lord really is out to get you."
"Huh. So Harry is Ernie in a world where Ernie is always right." Zacharias shook his head. "I love this world. It makes so little sense."
"I think the world's supposed to make sense, Zacharias."
"Ha," said Zacharias. "Where have you been?"
"Do you mind?" Harry frowned. "Stop talking. This is serious, you know."
Zacharias shrugged. Labels: love of words
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"lovers alone wear sunlight."
e.e. cummings
Labels: love of words
& 12:06 AM
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Friday, November 16, 2007
Poem
by Frank O'Hara
When I am feeling depressed and anxious sullen
all you have to do is take off your clothes
and all is wiped away revealing life's tenderness
that we are flesh and breathe and are near us
as you are really as you are I become as
I really am alive and knowing vaguely what is
and what is important to me above the intrusions
of incident and accidental relationships
which have nothing to do with my life.
When I am in your presence I feel life is strong
and will defeat all its enemies and all of mine
and all of yours and yours in you and mine in me
sick logic and feeble reasoning are cured
by the perfect symmetry of your arms and legs
spread out making an eternal circle together
creating a golden pillar beside the Atlantic
the faint line of hair dividing your torso
gives my mind rest and emotions their release
into the infinite air where since once we are
together we always will be in this life come what may
totally love the last line...
hazel.
Labels: love of words
& 9:38 PM
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
london, singapore china....
everyone is building a wheel...
hazel.
& 1:34 AM
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Monday, November 05, 2007
Summertime. You and me. There is no word to describe us. Are we friends or are we lovers?
cool tagline :))
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
To Know Your Name by hillsong is co cool. i love the lyrics, and the way it was sang today at svc, just purely singing w/o the mikes, its really about us reaching out to God. today's sermon was convicting, yes, there are open chairs. i swear i have heard the sermon before. and watching the clip on east a's blog was the final straw. there are chairs that must be filled.
still not perfect, struggling with lots of sch stuff, lit, KI, I&R... then there is camp comm stuff to do... but i know that He is with me, He'll lead me where i need to be, where i need to go. remember today's prophecy, bout God letting go for us to grow. He loves us enough to let us go through such obstacles so that we may grow.
still under His grace..
hazel
to know Your nameto live within the Saviour's love
p.s: i MUST say this. i absolutely enjoyed kat's post on our PW grp. LOVE my PW grp :D AWESOME. BRILLIANT. GENIUS.
& 2:00 AM
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Friday, November 02, 2007
ble.h i lost my phone. nuff said. but also not upset. cos my dad was really nice. and i knew that if my phone was off, means the person has no conscience and i dun have to bother. bleh. please sms me ur numbers. i'll get my sim card tmr at 7pm. so frm 8pm can message me.
got the book that ps shirley was talking about, the women and shopping one. really a wake up call. WOW. good book.
hazel
& 1:40 AM
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